just a heads up. do not ignore ur true motivation behind ministry and service. if it starts with an unhealthy cause, it will not fade away until u confess and repent. and it will ultimately surface with ur demands. be truthful with urself and let God redeem u of that imperfection. or u are just gonna make everyone suffer along with u. ive seen it happen too many times.
figure out ur underlying motivation, before its too late.
